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22 May 2007

a favorable fifteen.
  1. I know I have to reconcile with you before I can move on. Now it's just a matter of gathering the balls to actually do it.
  2. You deserve better than this, but you seem unwilling to let me convince you of that. I want this, but I feel like you're being cheated. Is this really fair?
  3. I can't stand the fact that you don't seem to want to be around us anymore. Was it him? Was it me and him? What is it? What will it take to bring you back?
  4. I never thought I'd catch myself saying this [and actually meaning it], but I hate you. I hate you for what you did to my friend. I hate you for what you said to me. You can't take those things back, you know. I hate you for betraying me.
  5. I know it's not you; if you didn't exist, it would be someone else. So why am I so inexplicably envious?
  6. I'm going to miss those halls more than I'd ever imagined. The swanky newness is overshadowed by the loss of the place where some of my best [and worst] memories were made.
  7. Did you forget about me? Because I'm still here, you know. All those things you said, they still count to me, even if they don't to you anymore. I think you're going to remember one day, and I'm guessing you'll regret it.
  8. I knew this was going to happen, but I'm still feeling a little abandoned. It wasn't unexpected or anything, but I can't help feeling like you just don't care that much anymore. Or maybe it's just the rain. I hope things get better as the summer wears on, because I miss you.
  9. Thank you for being the best friend I've ever had. You're there for me when no one else will pick up the phone, and for that, I owe you the world. I love you like crazy, and I hope you never, ever, ever go away.
  10. I hope we get to be friends this summer.
  11. Fuck you. Haha like no, seriously, I would. I would so hit that. Hahahahaha.
  12. Don't ever let anyone tell you you're not beautiful, because you are. I'm crazy about you.
  13. I don't deserve you. Let's fall in love anyway.
  14. It feels good to like someone this much again. Here's to a really fabulous summer.
  15. One, two, three. One, two, three. See, they match! Come to your senses already, even if you don't deserve her.

♥ the best is yet to be.
5/22/2007

♥ yours truly. ;

    "And I asked myself about the present: how wide it was, how deep it was, how much was mine to keep." --Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-Five

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