18 May 2007
a paradox.
I am kind; I am cruel.
I am beautiful; I am hideous.
I am strong; I am weak.
I am in love; I don't believe in love.
I am outgoing; I am silent.
I am happy; I am miserable.
I am content; I am restless.
I am brave; I am terrified.
I am restrained; I am wild.
I am responsible; I am a wreck.
I am ready; I am unprepared.
I am sane; I am losing my cool.
I am moving on; I am jealous.
I am independent; I am a follower.
I am intelligent; I am clueless.
I am experienced; I am at a loss.
I am forgiving you; I am never letting this go.
I am recovering; I am relapsing.
I am getting help; I am self-medicating.
I am resourceful; I am at a loss.
I am clean; I am addicted.
I am living; I am dying.
I am right; I am wrong.
I am forgetting you; I am missing you.
I am awake; I can't feel a thing.
I am done; I am just beginning.
I am beautiful; I am hideous.
I am strong; I am weak.
I am in love; I don't believe in love.
I am outgoing; I am silent.
I am happy; I am miserable.
I am content; I am restless.
I am brave; I am terrified.
I am restrained; I am wild.
I am responsible; I am a wreck.
I am ready; I am unprepared.
I am sane; I am losing my cool.
I am moving on; I am jealous.
I am independent; I am a follower.
I am intelligent; I am clueless.
I am experienced; I am at a loss.
I am forgiving you; I am never letting this go.
I am recovering; I am relapsing.
I am getting help; I am self-medicating.
I am resourceful; I am at a loss.
I am clean; I am addicted.
I am living; I am dying.
I am right; I am wrong.
I am forgetting you; I am missing you.
I am awake; I can't feel a thing.
I am done; I am just beginning.
5/18/2007