23 March 2008
♥ turns out it really is all about me!
There was a time when I thought the whole world was out to get me, but it turned out the only thing I needed saving from was myself. When I realized that, things started to turn around for me; it's funny how the person you thought would save you can abandon you and someone who seems like a stranger can turn your life around until you don't even recognize that person you used to be. These days I'm a little less self-deprecating and a little more accepting, both of my own faults and of those around me. I don't know where I'm going, but I know what I'm staying away from. I don't know what I want, but I know who I want to find it with. I've never felt so alive or so much like there's a future waiting for me. I am madly in love with each and every one of my friends, each of the people who have stuck with me through thick and thin, each of the people who have taught me what matters and what doesn't, and that I am, in fact, the luckiest girl in the world.
3/23/2008