28 April 2008
♥ an ode to prom
There was once was a dance before May
When the ladies looked nice for a day
They went with their dates
The limos raised their rates
And everyone ran off to play.
Into the ball they would dance
At the ladies the fellas would glance
I speak of the Prom
(It's not held in Guam)
Each boy hopes to get in her pants.
For that's the tradition!
He hopes for permission
Once the night's at its end
He hopes over she'll bend
Be warned, ladies: that is his mission!
But wait, you musn't lose hope
For although he may not be the Pope
He thinks you look the best
In your beautiful dress
And without you, he'd most likely mope.
Prom, at its best, is quite fun
(Though we also have seen the worst one)
It's always at El Jebel,
and though the food is like hell
We all smile when it's all said and done.
When the ladies looked nice for a day
They went with their dates
The limos raised their rates
And everyone ran off to play.
Into the ball they would dance
At the ladies the fellas would glance
I speak of the Prom
(It's not held in Guam)
Each boy hopes to get in her pants.
For that's the tradition!
He hopes for permission
Once the night's at its end
He hopes over she'll bend
Be warned, ladies: that is his mission!
But wait, you musn't lose hope
For although he may not be the Pope
He thinks you look the best
In your beautiful dress
And without you, he'd most likely mope.
Prom, at its best, is quite fun
(Though we also have seen the worst one)
It's always at El Jebel,
and though the food is like hell
We all smile when it's all said and done.
4/28/2008
26 April 2008
♥ i think i am dreading it
I can't believe my senior prom is tonight.
4/26/2008
24 April 2008
♥ i smell like chemicals
I love getting my nails done!
4/24/2008
23 April 2008
♥ stupid pennsylvania
What is wrong with you guys?!
4/23/2008
20 April 2008
♥ today's the day.
It's not a great day; in fact, it's kind of windy. I'm not in a great mood. I'm feeling kind of lethargic and cranky for no particular reason. But I have some things I need to say.
I am dreading May 1st. I can't even stand it. There are no words to describe how much I don't want it to be that day, or how much I wish it didn't mean what it did. This is one of those times when I start to wish I could convince myself that prayers would make a difference, because I don't know what I'll do if I have to go through all those memories again. I don't know if I can.
I am dreading May 24th. It is going to be the biggest day of my life, and I am scared shitless. What's wrong with me? I can't wait to get out of high school, but I'm afraid to take the next step. I don't know if I'm ready to be a real live adult, or deal with all the responsibilities that come with it. When high school is over, I won't have an excuse.
I am dreading June 1st. Kelsey leaves for UT-Dallas in exactly 41 days, and I'm not sure what I'll do without her. Visiting isn't the same; that last summer together doesn't get to happen and I think I need it to.
I am dreading the rest of my life. I wish I could look forward to it and be excited like everyone else, but I guess I've always had a hard time moving on. I'm dreading moving out and not seeing my mom every day, I'm dreading not hearing my dad snore from all the way across the hall, I'm dreading leaving this room and everything in it.
Where do I go from here?
I am dreading May 1st. I can't even stand it. There are no words to describe how much I don't want it to be that day, or how much I wish it didn't mean what it did. This is one of those times when I start to wish I could convince myself that prayers would make a difference, because I don't know what I'll do if I have to go through all those memories again. I don't know if I can.
I am dreading May 24th. It is going to be the biggest day of my life, and I am scared shitless. What's wrong with me? I can't wait to get out of high school, but I'm afraid to take the next step. I don't know if I'm ready to be a real live adult, or deal with all the responsibilities that come with it. When high school is over, I won't have an excuse.
I am dreading June 1st. Kelsey leaves for UT-Dallas in exactly 41 days, and I'm not sure what I'll do without her. Visiting isn't the same; that last summer together doesn't get to happen and I think I need it to.
I am dreading the rest of my life. I wish I could look forward to it and be excited like everyone else, but I guess I've always had a hard time moving on. I'm dreading moving out and not seeing my mom every day, I'm dreading not hearing my dad snore from all the way across the hall, I'm dreading leaving this room and everything in it.
Where do I go from here?
4/20/2008
15 April 2008
♥ tuesolutions 4/16
1. Read a book. I don't read enough. My brain might atrophy if I don't do something with it. Right now I like War Trash, so maybe my gnat-length attention span will hold out long enough for me to finish it.
2. Burn more incense. I have a ton of incense and a super cute oil burner... Why doesn't my room always smell delicious?
3. Nurture my green thumb side. I have like a gazillion plants in my room, and despite my best attempts to keep them alive, they all look a little sad. Maybe they need some light or fertilizer or something... What makes plants not die?
4. Work on my prom bod. My tan is coming along nicely, but I could still stand to be a little toned-er. Working out is tough with my essentially worthless ankles, but I'm told the stationary bike produces a nicely sculpted calf. Worth a try.
5. Get better sleep. I get a lot of sleep, but I never seem to feel really rested when I wake up. Apparently eucalyptus relieves stress, and my mother insists that turning my phone off at night will prevent radiation from affecting my REM cycle. I don't really know what that means, but in any case I know that radiation is bad.
2. Burn more incense. I have a ton of incense and a super cute oil burner... Why doesn't my room always smell delicious?
3. Nurture my green thumb side. I have like a gazillion plants in my room, and despite my best attempts to keep them alive, they all look a little sad. Maybe they need some light or fertilizer or something... What makes plants not die?
4. Work on my prom bod. My tan is coming along nicely, but I could still stand to be a little toned-er. Working out is tough with my essentially worthless ankles, but I'm told the stationary bike produces a nicely sculpted calf. Worth a try.
5. Get better sleep. I get a lot of sleep, but I never seem to feel really rested when I wake up. Apparently eucalyptus relieves stress, and my mother insists that turning my phone off at night will prevent radiation from affecting my REM cycle. I don't really know what that means, but in any case I know that radiation is bad.
4/15/2008
05 April 2008
♥ poor poor pitiful me
I hate not exercising four days in a row... Why do my ankles have to feel like they're going to explode?!
4/05/2008
