16 November 2008
♥ i gave you a list
I want you to change. I want things to be different, or at least different from how they are now. I want things to go back to how they were--how they were when I was happy. You made me happy. You made me see that I should just be happy being me, whatever that is and whatever it's not. I think I could be happy with you again, but things have to change. It's not like I'm naive enough to think everything will be okay again if you'll just do all those things I asked; I guess we both know those are little things, baby steps. But they are steps in the right direction.
Please do this. Please do this for me, but more importantly, do this for you.
I really do love you.
11/16/2008